冷眼观爱：“炮友转正”的关系值得继续下去吗

　　laogongchuguisinianduohaishitongyigeren，duonianlai，wofaxianlewodezhangfupinfanbeipanlehunyinxuxiadenuoyan。tadewaiyuyijingchixusiniandeduo，ershiwogengweixintongdeshi，tasuoxuandemubiaojuranyizhidoushitongyigeren。zheijianshirangwosisuohenduo，weishenmetayizhinanyigeshezheiyiduanbuzhengchangdeguanlian？nandaoshuotaduiwoyijingshiquaiyuzunzhong？zheixiekunhuochengweileneixinshenchubukenizhuantongku，keshiwoduiweilaiyoulvhemangranyeyulaiyuzhong。

　　立场的奔溃

　　laogongchuguisinianduohaishitongyigeren，duonianyilai，womomochengshouzhelaogongdebeipangerenxingwei。tachuguiyijiangjinsinianshijian，ershiwogengweixintongdeshi，tayizhijianshouzhigentongyigerenweichibuzhengdangguanxi。zheileilianxubuduanbeipanrangwoganjuedaomiwang，weishenmetawufafangqizheiyiduanbuzhengchangdelianluo？nandaoshuotaduiyuwomenzijidehunyinyijingshiquzhenxiyuzunzhong？

　　思想的涡旋

　　zaiwomanmanlejielaogongdechuguishi，xinlijiekailewujinxinxuheyihuo。mofeishiwohaizaimouyicengmianbuzuhaome？huozhetazhengxunzhaozhetameifafuyudewupin？woganjuezijibeijuanrulewujincaixiangheneijiudangzhong。meiriguoshangbeiqipiandeshenghuozhuangtai，duiwodexinlingzaochenglejidadesunhai。

　　信任的粉碎

　　cengjingdechengnuohexinrendoushizaicicilaogongdewaiyulibeicuihui。meiyicitaheneiyigeteshuderenlianluo，meiyicihuanghuaheyanzangdoushizaihuoshangjiaoyou。wocengjingyicicishizhehetagoutongjiaoliu，xunzhaojiejuedefangfa，danshitadelengmoliaotiandejihuiyaowogandaowuli。xinrendefensuiyaowosisuo，hunyinlidexinrennengfoufujian？

　　心灵深处的裂缝

　　laogongdebuduanbeipancongwojingshenshangdaozhileshenshendiliefeng。wobuzaixinrentadeyanyuhefuwuchengnuo，wobuzaijianxinwomenzijidehunyinyoujianglai。meiyicitadebeipandouxiangyijimengji，yaowokubukanyan。neixinshenchudetongkushenrulewohetazhijiandeguanxizhong，womenbiciqinmiwujianyuqingganyuelaiyueliefengermingan。

　　寻觅摆脱的气魄

　　zaibeishangderilitou，womanmandongde，worenshouhebaorongbingwufagaibianlaogongdegerenxingwei。wobuzaixiangyaochengshouzheizhongsunhai，womenxuyaoxunzhaobaituozheiyikunjingdeqipo。yexulihunshibaituodexingshi，yexushizhongshiziyidezunyanzixinxin。buhuizaichenmiyutademengpian，woxiangnuliquzhengquyigemeihaodemingtian。

　　暗夜里寻找光辉

　　jinguanwozhengmianlinjiongjingyutongku，danwoxiangxinrichangshenghuozongshihuiyouminglangdeyimian。woxiangxunzhaoshiyongyulijie，yuqinqipengyoufenxiangzijidezaoshou，xunzhaoquanjuxingjiejuefangan。bulunshihuafeishijianzhiyuzijideneixinhuoshizaicixunzhaoqianjindefangxiang，wojiangqinfenzouchuyinying，maijingengmeihaodemingtian。

　　复建自身与信任

　　cicilaogongdewaiyurangwomingbaile，budandanshixinrenhunyinguanlian，gengjiashixinrenzishenjiazhiyunengli。wojiangqinfenfujianzishen，zhongshineiyigedulijianqiangdenvxingpengyou。wonengzhongxinsikaozijideyaoqiuheqidai，jizijikaishequelizijidedixian，buhuizaichengshoubeipanxingshanghai。erqie，zaizijintouruxindeganqingyiqian，wojianggengjiajinshen，xuehuiziwobaohudeneixin。

　　探索婚姻的精髓

　　zaicicihunyindekunjingzhong，wocaiyishidaohunyinbudandanshizhizhanglidefuwuchengnuo，gengjiashiliangrenzhijiandetanchengyuwusifengxian。wojiangsikaoguoqudehunyingongzuojingyan，gewaizhenxijianglaidehunyinguanlian。hunyinkeyijianlizaixianghuzhijianzunzhongyulijiedeqiantixia，bixubicizhijiandenuliyuzijintouru，caikeyizhizaochuwenxindejia。woxiangtongguocicidezaoyu，gengweimingquehunyindejingsui，bingqiezaiweilaidelushangshenzhongxunzhaobanlv。

　　未来展望祖国的未来

　　laogongchuguisinianduohaishitongyigeren，suirancishidexinqinghouzhong，worengranhuaiyouzuguodeweilai。wojiangqinfenzhiyuzishenfushangdeneixin，zaicirongguanghuanfaneixinshenchudeguanghui。buguanqianfangdedaoluduomedejianxian，wojianxinaiyuxingfurengrancunzai。genjuziwotishengheyonggandemiandui，woxiangxinwokeyixunzhaozhenzhenzhengzhengshuyuwodexingfuyumanzu。jianglai，jiangshiyigeshuyuwodequanxinkaishi。