还是很爱你，只是没那么渴望了！

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（还是很爱你，只是没那么渴望了！）

 yiwangshengridoushinipeiwoguo，yinweiwoshengribuxihuanrenao，nitediqudinglegehenshaorendexicanting。chiwanfanlinjin8dianduodedongtian，wozouchucantingzouxiangzhantai，faxianniyejingguozhantai，suiranjuedeyouxieyiwai，danshilianggerenhaishiguzuozhendingtingxiajiaobu，xinqueyijingmorenlewendao“nizenmezaizheili”。

woketaodewenlejiju“zuijinhaome？”

她“还好，你呢？”

“还好”.....

“车来了，我走了”

我走去车的方向，她说“哎，生日快乐，记得今天是你生日...”
“duibuqi，wohuiqule。”

 shiwotidefenshou，quefazineixindehouhui。ertayeleile，zaihuitouqueshiyiduiduihuiyi。wotedikaochuangzuo，kantaliqutouyebuhui，yanlidiaoxialeishui。

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wozhendehenaini，danshiquemeineimekewangle....

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haishihenaide，jishimeineimekewang，woyeyuanyi....zhishibuzhidaozheiyiqiezenmeshuochukoule。

gairuhewanhui.....？