爱的错觉,坏的全新定义

 aideditushishenme？aidi·ailisenzaiyicifangtanzhongyiqianshuo：“wotingjiandeshitiyishi，bubijienabiedesuoyourendetiyi。”zheijuhuabaokuozheyigunengliang，tajinichuyujiashiyuandebuwei，chuyukeyiguanlizijishenghuodeqichefangxiangpandebuwei。tabingbudaibiaozheninengbimusaiting，zhidaibiaozheniyizhizaicaozongzheqianxingdelujing，niyizhizaixuanzezijidefangwei。neimeaidecuoweiyounaxieni?xiamianjiugensuixiaobianyiqilaikankanaidecuojuedewenzhangba。

 zheileixintailijiweihainanrenjuedenidandushifoudefenbian。ruguoniyibushiyigedandudesixiangzheshi，tagangkaishipobudeyijinikaolv。nizaoyilikaijiashiyuandewangwei，zuolaidaobianshangdezuoweishang。yidantarenkeyijuecenideniantoujiqiniduizishendetihui，niyejiuqingbuzijinle。

 zheileixintaihaihuijixuweihainiyizhizaibiedehenduoxingyedequdechenggong。ruguonirongxubierenjuecenidegangwei、lixianghelixiang，niyejiuhuishenxianyizhonggubuzifengdechujing。nidequdechenggongburongyichaoguonagejuecenidegangwei、lixianghelixiangderendeqidai。

shizhongzuoyigedandusikaoderen，juebulicaiyiqieyigeduinilejiebugouderen。

 bulunshinideyizhepinwei，huanshiduiqinggandeyaoqiu，youhuozheshiniderenshengjiazhiguan——bubirangbiedesuoyourenduinizhizhidiandian。nixuyaozishenjiedingzishen。

 yidannibianchengyigedandusikaoderen，bianhuichuxianerzhongzhuangkuang：diyi，zhengliandejiaoseheshierrutongzaoshoucishidexiyinliyiyangchupengni;dier，zhenduizheixiechangshifensanhuanidehuoli、zulanniwanchengrenshengguihuadefumianxinxijiaoseeryan，tashiyizhongweisheliliang。jiarunijirenyizhongjihui，aideditushishenme？bianhuiyouyixierenxiangnidehuayuansaboxiaochendezhongzi。

keshouzishendeguandian，buyidingyizhiyingyongyuyandikang，youshihoutajiushizhimeiyoufumianxinxijiaosedeshenshangtulaohuoli。

zhenshidezuiqiangzheburongyiqubiaoshuweihetaqidaibeizhongshi。tamenjinjinmeiqujieshibuzhongshitamenderen。

 zhenduiyouzizundereneryan，baozhengzheiyidianyirufanzhang，danshiwenjingnvshengtongchanghuihulvezheiyidian。tabazijirenshengdaoludezuobiaojiaojiyigeliejibanbandehundan，bingqiehuizaibuqingchutazhenshishenfendezhuangkuangxiajiuhetafashengguanxi。zuizhongyaodeshi，tahuishitajuecetazuoweiyigenvrendeshiyongjiazhi，erbushiyoutazishenjuece。

 zaiweirenchushishi，dajiatongchangchiyizhongshanjierenyidexinlizhuangtai。danyoushi，zhenduizheixiebujiangnidequanyifangzaixinlideren，niyejiubukeyiyiweidishanjierenyi。dangzheileigerenxingweiqueshichanshengshi，niyinggaijianchibuxieyizhonghaohaoaizijideguandian，huozhexiangbanfagenggaizheileitaishi，huozheguoduanbuyunxuzheigerenganyunideshenghuo。

 “huai”nvrennenggouhenwenrou，nvrenweishizu，danlingwaitayeyaoyouyizhongqiaowushengxidezizun。tagenjuyizhongyazhidedangdefangfaxiangdajiashuoming，taburongyisuibiandebeitarenkongzhi，taburongyitiaotiequan，burongyiyizhaotarendeniantoulaijiedingzishen。

 wodeyiweijianghuawenrouderibenguopenyoumasadeshilizhenghaobiaominglezheiyidian。tazaiguowaishenghuohaibushangyinian，yingyushuodebuliuchang，erqiecanzayouribenguohuayin。shubuzhi，tadeshenshangyouwojiangdeneileiyazhideqichanghetianjingdenengliang。

 masayuyigejiaodemotedeyingguonanrenxiangchuleyiduanshijian。tayaozuoshengrile，tajueceweitajingxinzhunbeiyizhuoribenguojiuxi。taganleribenguodajiangtang、jileishousidianheliangtiaoshifenjingzhidedacai。chucizhiwai，tahuanshiyigebangyangdenvzhu。yingduizheiyiqie，demotedeweiyifanyingshishengchoutaixianle：“xiayicimaicuilvsepingsaideshengchou，youyuneileishengchoudehannaliangjiaoweidi。”

 masajingyashifen，dantayiranweichiningjing。tayongzishenbijiaoyouxiandeyuyanbiaodanengligongzuonengligaosuta：“woweinizhufan，keniyeyaomaiyuan?wobuxiangzaijiniganle。”congneishiqi，tahuodedejinyouzanmei。

 rutongailinuo·ligen(eleanorroosevelt)changshuo：“jiarunibingbushigubuzifeng，meirennenggoujinidirenyideng。”jijizhudongderentaolunjijizhudongdeshier，tebieshizaizainixinyouyuerlibuzudeqingkuangxia。ruguonimeiyoutashenpangdeqingkuangxia，nijuedejingliwangsheng。ruguonipengdaoyigezhenshijiechudenanrenshi，tahuijinijianxin，niyenenggouyuelaiyuejiechu。zheigengshiniqijideyizhongqinggan，yeshiweiyifeichangzhideniyouzhedeyizhongqinggan。

 aidecuowei,yishenzuozedizuoyigedandusixiangzhedeshijianyuezhang，niyejiuyueyoufengcai。ninengduiyigenanrenzaochengyizhongqihuanyiyangdefengcai，yizhongzhimingxingdeyouhuoli。ruguonixinglai，ninengjuededaoshiwuqianlidehuanle。nideguangyunhehuolijiangjianjiandizaisheng。

 wenhuachuanmeiduiyucishideguandianzeshijieranbutong，tamenchuanyangyizhongnvrenyingdangzuorenrenbaibudexiaotianziziyishi。“daishangzheiyi，zheiyijiaoweishixing。”lingyigepindaolanmushi：“niyidingyaomaizheibenshu。”zaiyigepindaolanmushi：“jiaochuzheizhongguanggaoxuanchuanyu：zhuiqiuwanmeita，chaoguota，youzheta，kuanrongta……”xiayigepindaolanmu：“zheileitoufadeyansehuitishengxijinglv。”

 jiaruyigenvrenduizishenyoujihui，bianhuiyaoganjiedingzishen，yaogangongranfankangqunzhongdejianyi。tayouzishenderongyan，zishendeshejifengge，zishendefeifanfengcai，jiqizishendefengcaizhimingpinpai。nanrenyaoxiangdeshiyuzhongbutongdenvren。zheiziranbingbushizhizheiyinvrenshihongtoufahuanshigaobishenmu。tayaoxiangde，shikeyixuehuisikaodebuxunchangdenvren。

 zaitidaoyudabufennvrenzhongjiandeguanlianshi，henduonanrenjuedezishenjiuhaoxiangxunshiyuan，tamenpobudeyiyongzhuoyiposhishizizuodaotui：“daotui……daotui……”yiner，dangtamenpengdaoxinxin、jianchibuxiezishenguandiandenvren——huoshikeyishitamenrenkedenvrendeqingkuangxia，jiuyouyizhongbuxunchangdejieguo。zheiduitameneryanhenxinxian，yinertamenbianhuibeichudong。

 “huai”nvrenbupazishenbutongxunchang，zheijiushiweihetabushiyijianbaoxianghuozheyizhangchuantianranzhenzhuzhongdeyike。tabushinanrenwuyeshifendebianjiezhuanyonggongju。taburongyizainanrenliangtuijiantiaotuoyiwu。aidecuojue,tabupazishensanshisuihuosishisuishidemoyang。zaiyiqienianlingceng，tadoujuedezishenxiangyijianjiapin。taburongyiyijuwenhuachuanmeiduishuaituidechuanyanglaijiedingzishen;taburongyirangtarenbazijigaochengyitouyouquexiandeshengchu，youyutazaoyiyibushiyigeshijisuidexiaohaile。bulunshidanshen、jihunhuanshilihun，zheileinvrendoushihuiganjuelianghao。