最后一次恋爱:凭什么想得到爱人？

 “zuihouyicilianaishishenme？aiyo，ganmaofashaoduohejidishuie。”xiaoayibianduizhejingzihuazhechungao，yibianchongzheweixinliuyanleyiju，tameiyousixudenghoulingyifangdehuiying，guanbilezheiyitishikuang。ranhou，tajinzhoulemei，zaizishendedaxuetongxuequnneijiandaohaoduogemamamenzaitoutengxiaobaobaodejiaoyuredianwenti，yaozhetouhanzhezi：“dajiazheizhongdangniangde，bianshitaijiaolvqingxu，xiaohaiyouzishendeshengzhangfayuguilvxing，yaohaohaodikaifashejixiaohaidedangranbenxing，erbushimeitianxiaohaozaixiaoxueaoshu、yingwenheqitadadajiafenzhuanyejinengshang!”tabashoujiwangzhuoziyireng。caogao!takanlekanwanbiao，haoguimidehunyantazaoyichidaoleyigexiaoshile，congcongmangmangshoushidongxichongpogongsibangongshi，yingtouzhuangfeileqingsaodedajie，ganmangbabierenfuqi，zaisanzhiqianhouchumenshi。neimefengkuangdeaiyounaxieni?xiamianjiugensuixiaobianyiqilaikankanfangbuxiadeaidewenzhangba。

“niweishenmeshuoyemeiyouai?”xiaoazuozhewozhengduimian，shuangyantuhuo。

“niyouma?”woxiaorongdiyinglaitadenuqi。

 “niqiaowoguanzhuwodehaopengyoushentiqingkuang，guanzhuzheixiemabaonanmenbiebeijiaolvqingxudemuqindaipianle，zuihouyicilianaishishenme？woduigaoqinglidedajiedouhenguanxintitiea!wonaermeiyoudonglexin?”huoqingzaoyimanlaidaowodejiexian。

 “ganmaoduoheshuizheileijibenchangshinibushuolingyifangyigechengrennengbuqingchuma?meizuolemanengganshoudangmayingduixiaohaizhuduonantishidejiaolvqingxuma?deyujiaoyushifenguanjianzheihaiyongshuoma，nikeyiganshouzaiwoguodangfumudewulukexuandeneileiwunaima?depengyoudehunyanbuyinggaihenzaojiuyaobangzhu，huoshizuishaoyingdangweitakaixindeanshizaichangma?zhuangfanledajie，suihoubabierenfuqizhiyoubiaomingjinishehuidaode，jiarudajielusujietounijiangbierendaihuiquzhuneicaisuanshiyouaidebiaoda。”

xiaoaguzhezui，fangyanwangqudeguzhi：

“那，爱是什么?”

 wangwangnengyoushangbiandehuihua，shigenjuwoduitadezhangwo，erxiaoaneiyangdezhuangkuang，zaibuhunzuzhongmenxinziwen。henduorendouhuixianliaozhongmaiyuanzhe：buqingchujianleduoshaoren，bianshizhaobuzhejuede;shenbianderenzonghuiyouneiyangneibandenanti，sheidoubushihe;xiangqinyuehuiqianshouxiankanfangchanzhengcheliangxingshizhengxuelizhengshu，jieguohuanshiyushangzhanan;baomingcanjiawantuantihuodong，weixinqunliaobazhuyaobiaoxianbuzushenshidenanshengdoumayibian;meitianmaiyuanzishendemeinvlaoban，duizishenyankekekecunxinzhaochaer;changchangba“xxbiao”fangdaozuibian，hengzongkanbushunyanbizishendeyixingpengyouchongdeleisi。

 shuxima?yexunishizaiqizhongdeyiwei。ruguoshi，wozhiyouduinishuo，zaineiyangxialai，meiyourenhuiaizheni，nibuzhishenai，yuangujiushinizishenmeiai。

 “aishishenme?”zheimedabanianlingzaishuoxuexipeixunzheigewenti，shiduoshaoyoudianerqiliang，danqueshikeguancunzai，dajiafeichangshaoyouxierenmingbaiaishishenme。jiaruyigerenconglaimeiyouchiguoiphone，tahuiwen：“iphoneshisha?”yinci buqingchuaishishenmederen，shiduoshaozaichengzhangjieduanzhongzishenbingmeiyouhuodeguoaihuoshichongzudeai，danzheiyirendaochushengdeqingkuangxiadeshenshangdeaishixiangxide，shitaquefaanquangandejinjinyouyubabamamabumingbaiaishishenmedaozhide。

 fengkuangdeai,buqingchuyeyouduoshaorenhaijide，zixiaozhangdaledelijingzhong，dajiadenaoziliyicicishanchuneiyangdexiangfa：“tamenshiwodebabamamama?woshibushibeitamenjianhuilaide?huoshiwoshibeishouliude?”erzaochengneiyangxiangfadeqingkuangxia，shibabamamamenyijingyiaidemingyizhenglidajia，tamenzuibianshuo：“woshiweinihao!”danyilianxiezheduidajiadenaonu，jinjinyouyuyidingdianerxiaoshier。danshidajiafalidouzheng，zhiyoudijiandidizhetou，zaixuehuilebabamamanaonubiaoshudelingwaiyequeshileziwojiazhi。yincidajiaxuehuilewubibuzuoyixieshier，babamamacaihuibunaonu，dajiazaiquzuoyixieshier，babamamacaihuikaixin，erbabamamaburongyiyouyuwozishenzheigerenshenmeshidoubuzuoerchengshuoaiwo，youyuwodexinggezishenbingbuzhihuodetamendeai。

 yinci xuexipeixunai，shibixuziranhuanjingdezirun。jiarumamayouduibabadeai，babayoutadefangfabiaoshuduifumudeguanai，tamenzaixianghushenaizheyanxiadezheiyixiaohai，jinjindanchunxingdeai，meiyouyiqiebiaozhun，neizheiyixiaohaizixiaojiuxuehuileai，bingjiangzheiyifencongxiaoerdajiuxidedeaiyounengliangdeganenhuikuijishenbianderen。zheiyebiaoshuleweihehenduodushengzi，jinguancongxiaozaiyigeshuobailedechongmanaideziranhuanjingzhongzhangdale，dantamenbingbumingbaitouruai。zheiyaokexueyanjiutamendebabamamayidai，zaiyigeaijiweipinfadeshidaizhongzhangdale，bumingbaiweizijiai，zhilejieyongtamenrenweidewomendeainichongzishendexiaohai，bingzaizheigequanguochengzhongfanbeipeichangzishenyiqiandequeshao，xiaohaimeifacongbabamamadeshenshangxidefuqijianaidebiaodafangshi、yimeifaxidezenyangzizunziai，zhangdayihoubianyanxiershidexiguanxingyiweixiangwaipaquai。

 fangbuxiadeai,danzheibukeyiguaibabamama，youyutamendebabamamayeshineiyangzuode，tamenyunidechabiequjueyu，niguannianlaidaozheiyidian，yinci nixuyaojizijiderenshengdaoluchengdandehua，wubicongjintiankaishixuexipeixunai，xuexipeixun“yongxindeai”。