关于爱的故事:哭泣的骆驼

 guanyuaidegushi,meiyigerenneixindoushiyouyizhikuqideluotuo。neishidajiahaiparenqingbukenrenkedezishen。youruanruo，zisizili，xurongba，jiaoqing，lengkuwuqing，naizhixiee。neimejinideaiyizhihenanjingyounaxieni?xiamianjiugensuixiaobianyiqilaikankangudandeairendewenzhangba。

 qingdaoshidechunjiyouqijianao。chunhanliaoqiao。pingjunqiwenfanfubukeyihuinuan，xiangyichangyituozaituobuyuantunqudefanrendefadishao。

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 waichulukouchu，daliangdexiabanlederenxiangtupiancaojieyiyangdenghoulvdeng，suihoucongcongmangmangfenlierqu。zonghuiyouyiduinianlaodelaonianren，nandelaerhu，nvdexingqi。

shandongdexingguangli，xiangdaoneiju“zhumenjiurouchou，luyoudongsigu”。

youxierenshuotamenshipianzigongsi。yangzhuangkeling，qishiwanguanjiacai。

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 wojianbukenianlaoderenchiku。guanyuaidegushi,buguanshishenmeyuanyin。zheixiexingqidexiaohai，shourenyunyong，danyouyikoufanchi，douhuizhangdale，zonghuiyoujianglai。fengzhucannianderen，tanheqidai?

 1994nian，ganggangshanggaoyi。yutongxuemendabanshangwanxiu。yuanxiaoxianglinyigexiaoshoushichang，jiao“longtangxiaoshoushichang”。neishihoushifangzigengweirenaodediqu，yeshinianshudebijingzhidi。chuqiudehuanghunliangshuangjianqi。yigezhongniannanxingtuizhedanche，houbiantuozhesigejidadimabao，buzhidaoshipeisonghuanshibaiditan，tingzailongtangxiaoshoushichangdedapoxiabian。tamanshenshihan，jiejinquanlifuzhecheliangbuxianghouliu，yongqueshidejiaxianghuaxiangwoyutongxuexunqiubangzhu：“jiwotuiyixiaba，wotuimeidongle。”

 tafuzhuangchenjiu，jifuwuhei，lianbuqiangouwanhe，weixiaohanhoulaoshi，wailuheihuhudeya。neitianwochuanlexiaoyizigangsongdelanzisewaiyi，gangbeitongxuedemamakuazan“xianggexiaogongzhu”，16suidewohaichenjinzaiaimuxurongdejudakaolvli。yingduilurendexunqiubangzhu，jiantongxuemenbulushengse，yinweiwoguzuomanbuzaihudizoule。zaizouyiwangdeyishun，wozaoshouleliangzhidechize。wojinbuzhuhuitouxunshita，tayiranneibanhanhandedixiaorongzhe，kanjiandajialiqu，meiyoubaoyuan，meiyouduoyudehua，nageposudemuguanghexiaorong，yaowoshizhongnanyishihuaizishenneiyikededuobi。

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 sanmaoyouyipianwenzhangjiao《kuqideluotuo》：“wodunzaiyaoyuandeshatudishang，buduandishanzhedou，shanzhedou，sizhouandekuaikanbuqingchutamenle。feng，huranmeilexiangsheng，wojianjiandeshenmeyekanbudao，zhitingdaozaishawuzilidaxianghoujiaodebeimingyulaiyuxiang，yulaiyugao，quanbudecangqiong，zhujianchongmanledaxiangmenchouqizhedejidadehuiyin，xiangleixingyiyangxiangwozhaochulai。”

taqinyankandaolepiaoliangdegangguopendinvrenshayidazaidongdangzhongqiliangdiqushi。

meishenmebishushouwucegengcanku。

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zheizhibeigandiaodegeniangmeiyouchouqi。xiangxinzhizhixingmingdezuizhong，tarengshineibanwenshun，tongqingdali。

抽泣的是我心。

gudandeairen,wukenaihede，shizheixiewoshushouwucede。

neijiude，shizheixiewoyouyiyideshiquemeiyouzuode。

 huoxumeiyigerenneixindoushiyouyizhikuqideluotuo。neishidajiahaiparenqingbukenrenkedezishen。youruanruo，zisizili，xurongba，jiaoqing，lengkuwuqing，naizhixiee。

danwoyiranjuede，shanyushu，shirenshijianzuiqiangjingdenengliang。

 zuoyixieshanju。weiquanbudecangsheng。fanlaishijieshangzouyihui，jieshuyouyuanfen。xuehuixinshang。duiquanbuderen。yintamenshibabamamadexiaohai，yintamenshixiaohaidebabamama。

baneixinzuiwennuandediqu，fangliang，faliang。

 jinideaiyizhihenanjing,wozouyiwangbaqianfangruxingqilaopopodetangciwanli。tashuoganxie。erhushengzaiyanhanlifeichuneimayuan。