我的内心独白

 wodeneixindubai：qingcaofuguoyijin，huaxiangpiaoguolianpang，qingyunquedashilenuoyan;shiguangrenran，shanshuizhijiankeyiliangliangxiangwang，riyuelunhuiquehaowuguanlian。neishi，bianzhiyigerendefushiqinghuan，yigerendesishuiliunian……

一、一个“单身狗”身份的成长史

 xiaoxueshitianzhenlanman，buzhiqingweihewu，chizhelingshi，chuanzhekeaideyifu，nazhewanju，heyoushiwanbanxixidanao，xixihahadiguozhemeiyitian，bianjuedeshidexingfu。chuzhongshiqingseniuni，buganquchangshiqizhong，yexushibenzheyike“guaiguainv”dexin，tingzhelaoshihefumudehua，buhenanshengyoutaishendejiechu，jinyouzhe“junzizhijiaodanrushui”banchunjiedeqingyi。gaozhongshiwuxiaguji，zhenggerenmeiriyouzouyushubuqingdeshuxuegongshihebeibuwandekaoshizhongdian，zhouweimimandedoushi“zhanzheng”deqiwei，nalihaihuiyouxinsiquzaiyizhesuoweideernvqingzhang。he，daxue！shide，duomemeihaodesuiyue，duomeshihedeshiji；aiqingneixindubai：kejiuzheiyang，jiujieguoqueconglaimeiyoumaichuguo，yinianyouyinian，daolerujindasandeweisheng，jijiangmianlinzouxiangdasibiyedewo，haishishizhongyigeren。

二、一个人的世界，一个人的忙碌

 zaizhuduorendeyanzhong，yexuhuibaisibudeqijie，youxianzizaidedaxue，wodeneixindubai：yigerenbuhuihenwuliaoma？neixinbuhuihenguduma？haijidezijicongganggangruxuekaishi，weilerangzijideshenghuokanqilaibuneimekongxu，bianjiaruleyixiexueshengzuzhi。budingqidikaihui，jielianbuduandizuzhihuodonghebisai，biangouleleworichangxianxiashenghuodequanbu。shide，zheizhongshenghuomoshizaihenduorendeyanzhongkenenghuishoudaotucao，beishuochengsuoranwuweihuoshibudongxiangshou。qishi，wotingganxiezijidangchudexuanze，yudaolejiantandepengyou、xiangfenglegeleiyouxiudexuezhe、jiexialetaiduoyixiangbudaodeyuanfen。ruguomeiyouneixiekansidandiaodejingli，huoxujiumeiyoulewojinridecongrongyudanding，yemeiyouleganyuduzimianduidedanliangyuyongqi，gengmeiyoulerujin“nadeqi，fangdexia”degancuihezhijie。

三、一个人，并非那么坚不可摧

 shibushidixiaozhangjia，shidaduoshunannvpengyoumenzuixihuanderizi。youshikanzheshiyouhengzheaiqingxiaodiao，shoushizhexingnang，zuichuhuihaoqidiwenshangyiju:niqunaliya？wodeneixindubaishi:hewonanpengyouqunalinaliwan！o，wenleyiciliangci，zaihoulaiquezaiyebuhuiwenle，yinweiyijingxiguanletamendedaan。qishi，yigerendeshihou，yehuiganshoudaoneixindekongxu，yehuiluomogudu。meimeiyudaoxiayutiandeshihou，haoduonvhaizidouyounanpengyouchengsan，erlinzaiyuzhongdewoquezhinenggaosuzijimeiyousandehaiziyaonulipao；banzhongdedongxideshihou，tamengengyouzhezijiananpengyoudezhicheng，erwoquezhinengzouzoutingting……woyecengwenguoziji:weishenmefeiyaoxuanzeyigeren？weishenmezijimeiyouyudaoneigeduideren？weishenmexiandaorujinhaimeiyounanpengyou？huoxu，neixielingrenyanxiandesuoweidenanpengyou，shizhongdoushibiejianvhaizideba。

四、一个人的岁月静好，一个人的享受

 shenghuoshimeihaode，zongbunengrangzijiyizhixianruchouchanghekongxiangdangzhong。shenhaodenianhua，bugaizhizuijinmi，anyuxianzhuang，zongshishiyigeren，neiyeyaohuodepiaoliang。nuanrixieyangdewuhou，yigeren，yigejiaoluo，yibenshu，zaixushangyizhancha，hechangbushiyiyujilezhidi？kunle，juanle，zairouguangpeibanxiahanranshuiqu；leile，fale，fangshangyiduanqingroumeimiaodeyinle，younaihebushiyizhongxiangshou？youzhe“yigeren”deshenfen，keyizairenheshihou，renhedidian，genrenherenquwaichu，buyongdanxinhuilaizhihouyaogensheijieshishenme，yegengbuyongdanxinsheihuichicushengqi。

 wojuede，zaizijihaishiyigerendeshihou，xuanzeyiciyigerendelvxing，kanyichangyigerendedianying，paiyizhangyigerendexiezhenzhao……，doushiyizhongdutedejingliyouzou。

五、一个人的坚守，只为那个对的人

 cengjingyongyijuhualaixingrongguozijiaiqingneixindubai:zongshizaicuodeshihouyushangduideren！neimeduonian，meiyouxihuanguorennanmianguoyulinglei。xushuqizijideganqingshi，cengjingyouguoneimeyigeren，yikansi“nanpengyou”deshenfencunzailehenzhangshijian，zuizhongsuizheshijiandemanmanbianqian，lianggerendouzaibuduangaibian，bianzhujiandixingtongmolu，bicizaiwuguaqian。yeyouguoneimesanlianggetaohuayun，danhenduoshihoujiejuzongshiyaomeshipengyouyaomeshuozaijian。tamenruguokebanlaiqucongcong，bianzhinengchengweiguowang，youshibuliuhenji。

 shijianshigehaodongxi，huirangnikanqinghenduoren，woyanzhongdeaiqing，buxiwangchanzaneimeduoxuwupiaomiaodedongxi，suoyiningyuanyigeren，yebuxiangqujiangjiu，ganqingdeshijiebenjiugainingquewulan。tingguohenduoaiqingneixindubai，tamenshuorenshengneimezhang，dengyigerenduiderenzonghuixuyaoyiduanshijianshouhou，genghekuangshiyigenirenweiduideren。

 duandiaodexian，nengfouchepozifudejian；ximiedehuo，nengfoushaoguangcanliudenian;mengzhongdeyun，nenggouhuazuoshuxidelian；qianshidejie，nengfouhuanzuojinshengdeyuan。