一个37岁出轨女人的自述，一个出轨的女人自述

 wojinnian37sui，zaiyijiawaiziqiyegongzuo，yigechuguidenvrenzishuyounaxie？erqiezaoyizaizheigeqiyegongzuozhongle13nianshijian，haizaizheilihuodelezigedeganqing，jianlilejiazhong。chuguidenvrenhuihouhuima？

danyucitongshiyezaizheier，yushanglelingyigenanren。

 wohaizaiqiyedezhiwushiyimingyewujingli，guishuyugaoguan，xiabianzhigongyeshiyoujishiren，zaibierenlaikan，wodexingyeshihuodechenggongde。

 eryuzhangfuxiangyuyezaiqiye，neishihoudetaduiwofeichanghao，danzhongshilianmiandeta，meifajienawodegangweibitagao，yineryizhiyaowolizhiquqitaqiye。

 wobunengjieshouzheileiluojixing，yincihenzhangshijianmeiyoutongyi。yincizhangfujiushiyinweizheijianshiqing，zongduiyuwoxincunyuanqi，zaizhihoutajiuzishenlizhiquzizhuchuangyele。

 yigechuguidenvrenzishuyounaxie？lijingtadeqinfen，zizhuchuangyehenqudechenggong，yincizaizijinshouyishangyuanchaoyuwo。dancongneishiqi，tahaoxiangfashengbianhuabenren，neiyigeyiqianduiyuwowenwanguanaidezhangfu，bianchengleyigezhigaoqiyang，duiyuwobuxieyigudezhangfu。

 erqieyouyiciwodeyigezuihaodepengyouzhaowoliaobangdianmang，zheishierzhenduizhangfueryanjiushiweibozhili，wobiantongyile，kexiangbudaogenzhangfujiangleyihou，tajiushuo“nineimayoushilizishenburongyinaxiama？”

 zheijianshiqingzhihou，woduitawanquanxinhuiyilengle，xiangbudaozheixienian，.worenqingzhangfudeweiren，fuqijianhainengzheibanjihen。yihou，zaijialidewochediwufadedaoyidianzhongshiheguanzhu，ruobushiyouyuxiaohai，wozaoyixianglikai。

neiyangdehunyinshenghuoyaowomeifaqichuan，meirixiabanledoukongjuhuijiale，juedezaijialibianshinanao。

zhizhiqian2nian，zaiqiyeniandahuishang，wojieshileta。

 tashiqiyexinshanggangdeyimingguanliceng，diyicicanyuqiyenianhuideta，buguanyizhehuoshiyantanjuzhi，douhendafangdeti，jigeweidetiyanhenhao。

 zaiqiyenianhuijubandaoyibandeqingkuangxia，tahuranduanzheshuibeijiuchaowoxianzoulehuilai，jinguanwojianguoxuduoshimian，zhijiantaxiangwozouguolaideneiyike，wodexinliyiranmeifazhenjing。

yutajianghuahaoxiangzishenzhelemoyiban，yueliaoyuegaoxing，erqiebuyuanyiwanbirucideqingkuang。

tandaoyibandeqingkuangxia，tahuranzheiyangshuo：“wojinnian35sui，kanshenjinglidemoyangyingdangbiwoxiaowuliusuiba？”

 suiranwomingbaizheiyeshinanshengdahuadechangyongfangfa，danwoquemeiyoufenhaodichu。jiushizheiyang，dajiatandaolenianhuijieshu，bingjialeshoujiweixin。

 yihouderizi，jibenshangmeiyitiandoushizaiweixinshangyutazhandougezhonggeyanghuatitaolun，bulunshigongzuozhong，huoshishishiredian，huozhegerenaihao……

 wojinguanmingbaizheizhongdeyingxianghenmeibiyaoyehenbuyinggai，danhunyinshenghuozhengchuyuqiheiyipiandewo，haoxiangzhaodaoyisidengguangxiaoguo，yaowobunengziba。

 woyoushihouyetexianghezheigenanrenwanquanduankailianluo，danqueshimeibanfabaozheng，xinliguoduokuchuhebiequbixuhuanjie，youneiyangyigerenzaiduyaowotihuidaowennuan，wowufajujue。

zhihou，dajiaxuanbuzaiyiqile，yedaibiaozhewozhenzhenzhengzhengdichuguile。

 neishihoudewo，haoxiangyinrulexindedongneng，tayeyiyangyoujiazhong，dajiajinguanxinzhaobuxuan，dancongmeichuopo，erdajiadoujinjinyinjiuzhikeeryi。

bansuizheshijianliushi，woliangdouzhenzhenzhengzhengdiaishanglebicizhijian，erqiewufaziba。chuguidenvrenhuihouhuima？

danyaolejie，zheiyishijianmeiyoubutongfengdeqiang，zhangfuzhongjiuhaishizhidao，erqiehennaonu，yemadehenbuhaoting。

qudelihunxieyishuyihou，qiandingzi，wobianshoushidongxilikaizheiyishijiniandejia。

 zaiwaiyuqinei，neiyangdeqingjingcengyicicishanguozaiwodeneixinshenchuli，naizhilianlihunzhihouderichangshenghuowohaizhengtiguihuahaola，danzhendaozheiyikecaifajue，duibuqi。

 yiqiandewanqiangheguzhiquanshijiazhuangchulaide，yingduizheiyike，wobuzhisuocuo，xinlijiqikuankuo，tebieshizaijiandaoxiaohaideneiyike，leishuibiancongcitingbuxialaile。

 ruoshinenggouzaibangwoyicijihui，wonengtiaoxuantimiandihetawanbi，zaiciwanliuzigedejiazhong。waiyusuiyishishuang，danhouhuimojiquebanlezhongsheng。

 meimanhunyintongchangdoushiyouxiangtongzhichu，danbuxingdehunyinqueyoutaiduotaiduo，dajiajiranxuanqulehunyinshenghuo，neimejiuyingdangshizhongbaochiduihunyinshenghuodezhongshi。chuguidenvrenhuihouhuima？

 jinguanhunyinshenghuozhongzaisuonanmianfenqihezhengzhi，dandajiaruochangshiduolizailingyibandeshijiaoqusisuo，duoyixiekuanronghelejie，henyoukenengjieguoyouhuibuyiyang。

 yigechuguidenvrenzishuyounaxie？zuizhong，zhenduiwaiyu，bubicunyouxincunjiaoxing，erqiewaiyudebuliangyingxiang，buyidingshidajiasuokeyichengdande。yinciqingzhenxiyanqianyouzhedeyiqieba。