第一次出轨，心理状态很复杂

　　diyicichugui，xinlizhuangtaihenfuza？yiqiejieyoudiyici，suihouqinnengbuzhuo，chuguidoushizheiyang，xuduoderendiyiciquanshiweishouweijiao，xinlizhuangtaichongmanzhehaipayubuan，yiranzaitachuneiyibuzhihou，xinqingyefashengleshizhishangdezhuanbian，erzuoweinvreneryan，diyicichuguishishenmetiyanni？

　　tahezhangfuwanhunshisannian，shisanshisan，yaosanyaosan，haoxiangshiyibianshuozhewandechaoxiao，danshiquezaizheiyinianfashenglebushaoshier，xiaohaibingzhong，zijigongzuoyoumeiyoule，jialilaorenrentiyeyuelaiyuecha，haoxiangshibingmeiyouyijianshiqingdedoushihaode。

　　laogongdegexingjitadegongzuoyiyangpingwen，wangdongtingleshuochengtigongchushibujing，jiangdequeshiyidianjiushimomojiji，kuiranbudong，jiazhongdeshashitajiubuyongzheji，haoxiangquanbutaguanxindeshiqing，zaikanlaidoushi“meishier，”

　　shenghuozaileitayebupa，danshizheiyangruzhuoshuiyiyangdeshenghuolingrencongxindigandaobengkui，xingkuiqiyelimianyouyigepingchanggongchudehenbucuodetongshi，zhidaotashenghuojiongpo，budanjixiaohaizaiyiyuanzhaoleyigexiangshudeyishengzuozhiliao，haijitazaicichanshulegongzuozhong。

　　keshitazhidao，tongshizaiduanzandeyouyuzhihou，huoshishenchushoujinbaota，neiyiketadexinjianzhiyaotingtiaole，xinlishangdejingxiheyiwaishiyuandayujinzhangkongjude，neiyiwanshangtamenmeiyouhuijia，congyikaishidejiaolvbuanzaidaohoulaiyourenyouyu，tamenguoqulekaixindeyigewanshang。

　　diyicichugui，xinlizhuangtaihenfuza？xuduodenvxingdoushuo，diyicidechugui，doushifeichangmangliude，zhibuguoyinweichuguidemudebutong，yincixinlizhuangtaiyebujinxiangtong，youderenshifengkuangbaofu，yincichuguishijinjindaishanghen，youderenshichuguiaiqing，chuguideguochengdangzhongxinlizhuangtaigengjiafuza。