你是怎么发现自己是同性恋的

 shijieshanghenduozhongduoyangxingquxiang， tongxinglian ，biechengtongxingai，shixingquxiangzhishou，jiushizhizhiduinantongzaochengganqinghexingyuwangderen，jubeizheileixingquxiangdegerenbeichengzuotongxinglianzhe。nimenshishenmeneishihouchajueshitongxingliande，yeshiruhechajueshigetongxingliandeni?laitingtamenjiangchuzishendeganqinggushi：

你也是如何察觉是同性恋的?它是1个寻找自我和爱的全过程

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haoqixindeyebujintamenliang，zairedditshangyeshigetichuwentizaochenglexuduorendetantao：

 gays of reddit, when did you know you were gay? what made you realize it? and how did that moment make you feel?

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（你也是如何察觉是同性恋的？）

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