我把第一次给他了，可他却没有珍惜该怎办？

　　fenshoulezhihouqiannanyouqingxubodongfeichangda，fenkaileyihou，qianrendeqingxubodongchurenyiliaodiqianglie。tayihuiershengqidixuanxie，yihuierxianrujuewanghetongkudezhaoze，haoxiangchedimishilezijizhangkongdeshuiping。meiciwoxiangqitacengshanjierenyideyangzi，xinlijinbuzhuganjuemimanghexinteng。tadeqingxuhaoxiangyizuowufayuliaodezuoguoshanche，yaowofangfozhishenyipianhunluandemiwuzhizhong，buqingchuxiayikehuiyoushenme。fenshouzhihoudetahaoxiangbunengcongtongkuzhongjiefangchulai，qingxudebodongyaowogandaowulihexintong。woyezhinengjingjingdititadaogao，xiwangtazaorizouchubeishang，zhongshizishen。

　　劇變：情緒急聚變化

　　fenshoulezhihouqiannanyouqingxubodongfeichangda，fenkailezhihou，tadeqingxukaishichuxianjuliedebodong。cengjingneigekailangzixinxindeta，jianjianbiandeyinyushaoyan，buzaishiworenshidezheigeren。tashichangshenxianyouyudeqingxuzhong，chengxianchujiduanqingxufanying，tongchufennujiaozhizaiyiqi。tazaiwomianqian，bianderutongyigeluren，woshenganwucuohexinteng。

　　無助的掙扎：追尋解脫

　　fenkaihoudetahaoxiangwufashihuai，zhengzhawushangtongzhongdetajinglileyiduanwumiandeyelihewushudeleishui。tashituxunzhaoyizhongjietuodexingshi，quexianruwujinpanghuanghetongkuzhizhong。woduociwuyanshouhou，quewufageiyushizhidebangzhu。taxiangyigebeichanzhudedongwu，buduandizhuixunzhufazhanfangxiang，queyizaizhuangjizhuqiangbi。

　　無法自动控制：瘋狂發洩

　　fenshouzhihou，tadeqingxushiquzhangkongdeshuiping，changyinuhouhefennudexingshifaxiezhu。zherangwojingkong，yerangwoshengannanyijiena。tayongzadongxi、dashengdashenghanjiaodexingshishitushifangneixinnuqi。tabianchengleyigeburenshideren，zhiqiandetahaoxiangxiaoshibujian，suizhierlaideshiyigeshoushangdeyeshou。

　　抉擇的問題：面對自身和没有來

　　zaiqingxubodongdexuanwozhong，takaishimianlinzhuzishenhemeiyoulaidejueze。tawenzishen，daodiyaozenmazuocaikeyibaituozhepianmiwu，zhongshizishen。tamangranerjiujie，tansuochu lejiezijixianshihemeiyoulaifangxiang。fenshouzhihoudetahaoxiangmituanyelidegaoyang，shituxunxunzhaochuluyouhenyicishenxianhunluanhejiaolvdangzhong。

　　希望的曙光：拾起生活中的勇氣

　　fenshouzhihoudetajianjiangaoqingchu，taxiangyaoxuehuimianduiguoqu，jienaxianshi，shiqishenghuozhongdeyongqi。takaishixunzhaoduitayouxinyiderenhuoshiyuren，zhuanzhuwuzishenchengchanghechongshi。zhefenshangtongsuiranbuyaowangjiji，danshitazhongjiangxuehuixuehuifangxia，jiuquzhuixunjixuqianjindeguanghui。tamaixiangleyigeyigexindekaishi，huaizhuqidaimianduiweilai。

　　經歷的成長：堅強的内心靈

　　zaiqingxubodongdeguochengzhong，tazhujianchengchangweiyigegengweijianqiangderen。taxuehuilezenyangmianduicuozheyukunnan，zenyangzhengshizijideqingxuheneixinchenlun。tatongguozheduanquzhededaolu，duanlianchuyikejianqiangerwanshandexinling，bingqiegewaizhenxishenghuodangzhongmeiyike。

　　逐漸療愈：再次尋找幸福

　　suizhushijiandebianhua，tazhujianliaoyu，zaicixunzhaoxingfu。tabuzaibeiguoqusuoraorao，ershijiangjiaodianzhuanlechuquweilai。taxuehuileshiyinghelijie，xuehuilerenzhenqulingtingzijineixinshengyin。tazhongxinzhaodaoleshuwuzishendekuaile，renshidaofenkaibingbingbushijieshu，ershiyigeyigexindekaishi。

　　結語

　　fenshoulezhihouqiannanyouqingxubodongfeichangda，fenshouzhihouqianrenqingxujidadebodong，duiwolaishuoshiyigewukefangzhidetiaozhan。danshi，zheduanjingliyerangwokandaotadechengchanghejianqiang。zheigekankelvchengrangtazhongxinjianliziwo，xunzhaoshuwuzijideaiqing。aiqingdejieshusuirantongchu，dantongshiyeshiyigezaicichufadejihui。jieshubingbudaibiaozhongjie，fanershiweilegengjiahaodekaishi。